Brother
You are stupid…don’t use me for my things it makes me mad. I don’t understand how you can not see the wonderful right in front of you. How can you lie to and ignore something so precious..it doesn’t make sense to me. I know you have not always been happy and you don’t know how much I blame myself. You may not even be happy now but you are only finding a temporary help a short soothing for your pain. It wont work in the long run and it makes you stupid. How many more people do you have to hurt before you get it. Why do you insist on doing stupid things and not taking responsibility for them. While others take care of your responsibilities because you do stupid things. GROW UP!
Sister
I miss you. I only wish you knew how much. But I miss the old you, the you that I could talk to, relate to, confide in, trust, tell you anything, and laugh with. I do not miss the new you. The you that chooses other things before me and the ones you love, the you that is crazy and does not care about anyone but yourself, not the you that tries to get attention from any one no matter what the cost…I don’t miss that. I do not think you realize how much your actions effect others…how they effect me. I miss you and all the fun times. But I understand that we may never have that again and that is just a sad fact that I am going to have to face with out you because you are no longer here for me. It breaks my heart to say but its true. You have broken the bond between us and I’m mad and upset about it. Do you even think of me and all the fun we had together or do you only care about yourself. I hope that it is not to late for you I hope you can make things right someday. But right now I don’t want to see you because I’m mad.
Prom: to sum it up
Shower
Had Aira come over and do my hair and makeup
Got my dress on
Allan picked me up
Went to my grandmas
Went to his grandmas
Went to Morgans
Took pictures
Ate dinner
Went and took pictures at Shanes
Took pictures in the street
Went cruising
Drove the Charger
Showed my brother how I was driving the Charger
Went to the Promenade
Cut in line at Promenade
Stood out side and waited to get into prom
First people in prom
Took a lot of pictures
With everyone
Photo booth
Danced
Screamed
Laughed
Jumped
Yelled
Went CRAZY!
Looked at all of my friends and realized how much I’m going to miss them ):
Took Alyssa to her house to change
Went to the bowling alley
Changed in the bowling alleys parking lot
Went to after prom
Wrote on myself and others with highlighter
Won a prize
I’m a Winner!
Bowled
Plaid pool and won
Okay I cheated..
Got a hat
Looked fly
Talked to everyone
Screamed
Yelled
Danced
Laughed
Went Crazy!
Stood on a chair and watched Seniors get their gifts
Yelled
Went back to Morgans to eat breakfast
Ate
Allan took me home
Took my hair out
Wiped my makeup off
Texted Marcus
Went to sleep
Awesome night!
